i had such a nice cum yesterday. i visiting over a friend's house with a couple of friends kinda far away for 3 days 2nights. i couldn't jack off at all during that time. i went with 2 friends, yh and sm and they were really cute and by the last day, i was basically hard the entire time. when i got home, i came really hard thinking of both of them. i even came three times this morning thinking about them. im about to go see them again tonight. can't wait

it's been a couple days since my last post, but i can safely say that i cummed at least once every day since then... as of this moment, i just came out of the shower...a very hot shower. one in which i was horny the entire time. first thing i did when i stepped in the shower, urinated in a cup. i had to go so much that it didn't all fit in one cup. so i just sprayed the rest all over my body. i got so hard doing that. i poured the cup on my head and kept stroking myself. i used a bottle of shaving cream to cover my entire body, from head to toe. i even managed to walk around the bathroom and sit in the tub, still covered in shaving cream, stroking my super hard cock and feeling my smooth creamy body. i wanted to cum so bad, but i stopped myself and im here now. i think im gonna cum and then take a nap...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LI_9NUan9to

so today i stayed over a friend's house, yh, so i wasn't able to jack off...so right now, it's been 24 hours since my last cum...i was feeling pretty horny all day today. i've actually been teasing myself for a really long time now, so i'm leaking precum as of this moment. thinking of yh makes me pretty horny sometimes. he's not cute like ss, but he's pretty sexy. he has a nice body. very big smooth pecs. while i was staying over his house, we slept together in the same bed and i just watched him sleep. just being that close to him turned me on a lot. im really horny right now, so i think im just gonna cum thinking of him and me naked together...getting really horny...

missed a day...yesterday, i actually tried to make a vid of me cumming on my own face...didn't work too well...the camera fell over and i couldn't see anything...but i did manage to cum on my face and that was good. also tried to give myself a golden shower yesterday, but i kept getting too hard to pee, so i ended up peeing into a cup and pouring it all over myself in the shower. omg, i love how hard i get everytime i write an entry.

today, i saw ss again. we were just sitting together, talking, and i kept thinking about what it'd be like to just touch him all over. to intertwine our legs and feel his smooth body with my hands...man that'd make me so hard..i'd love to feel his cock as it gets hard and to make him feel good. i would lick up and down and eat up all his cum.

im gonna cum and sleep

this last picture is lee donghae... he's really cute...i love his expression here...

yesterday, during the day, i finally came really hard. omg it felt so good! im getting hard just thinking about how good it felt...i got it on vid, too, but it wasn't as good as i would've liked it to be...seeing as how i saved up that cum for about 60 hours...

so today was a pretty uneventful day in my masturbation life...i came once this morning thinking about someone i work with. i see him about 2 or 3 times a week, and he's always very sexy and cute, he's just like a korean celebrity...ill call him ss. the rest of the day, i just continued to tease myself and eventually went home (not my dorm). at home, i took a long shower, where i stroked myself but not enough to cum. i used shaving cream that i had at home, shaved my ass hairs again and trimmed half of the hairs on my balls...got myself hard doing that. decided to use my warm spit with shaving cream again to imagine ss cumming on me. i love the feeling of the warm cum just dripping down my body. i also lied down on my back in the tub, pointed my semi hard dick up to my face and peed all over my body, imagining it was ss. im about to go to bed right now...i think i'll try not to cum tonight so i can save it up for something big again. i love getting myself really horny...just feels so good...

midnight: in the 30 mins while i was waiting for my roomate to fall asleep, i was stroking myself so much. i was stripped naked in my bed...hard as a rock...stroking myself slowly and quietly. i made a fist with my hand and just pumped my boner slowly...major precum...i was just doing that for 30 mins, imagining jaejoong in his little maid outfit...boner sticking out from under the short skirt...omg just typing it out is making me throb...i started leaking so much precum i needed to cover my dick with my boxers to make sure it didn't leave marks over my covers and sheets...i got myself so horny that at that point, i decided i was just gonna cum tonight...then i got my computer and watched some sexy xtube vids and decided to save up my cum until i can make a vid of me cumming...and here i am now...writing this entry with another rock hard boner....horny as hell...while i was in the study room today, i got super horny, so i decided to take some quick pics of my bulge and boner...upload them to xtube...

well, it's 7:30am now...turns out my roommate couldn't sleep until 4am last night...so i was forced to sleep in that horny state all night....i kept getting up in the middle of the night with a throbbing boner...must have been dreaming about jaejoong...i used the shower this morning as an opportunity to tease myself even further. i covered myself in shaving cream until the bottle was empty. then i shaved my ass so now it's all smooth down there. i jerked off so hard until even the floors and wall were covered in shaving cream...omg it turned me on so much...then i used my own spit and rubbed it over the shaving cream, making it look like sticky cum. i rubbed it all over my face and imagined it was jaejoong's cum, straight from his cock...omg...then as i was about to cum, i turned off the water, so i could dry myself off...i went back into my room, but my roommate was already up...i tried to forget about my boner and just got dressed...god i think im gonna blow any second...even if i just sit down, i start getting a boner because i put pressure on my prostate...i wish jaejoong wasn't so damn cute....then i wouldn't be in this horny about him...

48th hour

so...the last time i came was monday night...it's been 48 hours now...2 days...and im about to go crazy from being so horny. i went to work out for a couple hours, but now...i can't keep my hands of my boner and my boxers already have precum all over them...im surprised my roommate hasnt caught me yet since he's going in and out...omg im surprised that i haven't done something stupid after edging on and off for 48 hours...well posting this online can be considered something stupid...

god, i can't even take a piss without getting hard now...i go to the bathroom when i'm semi hard and while i piss, i just get hard...wow...

well i really wanna get a video of my next cum...when i cum all over my face while imagining jaejoong fucking me up the ass with that huge package of his...omg. i'd be on my back and he's just pound my ass so hard...omg i wanna feel him inside of me so bad...i wanna see his smooth body moving back and forth..and his muscular arms are so sexy...i wanna see the pleasure on his cute face while he feels my ass surrounding his huge cock...man i can't keep my hands of my boner...i hope i can hold off even longer...

omg im reading a really hot story about jaejoong...and it's turning me on so much...i feel like im gonna cum tonight, even though i really don't want to cuz this feels so good.....jaejoong is just so cute and sexy...omg...

winglin.net

http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/AyuTrance/contents.shtml

how much longer can i go?

ive been touching myself on and off since my last entry...my dick is so sensitive right now. even giving it a little attention makes it hard so fast. ive been looking for even sexier pictures of jaejoong and i just cant stop thinking about his huge bulge. man i wanna lick it and suck it omgg..id drive him crazy...i wanna make him feel so good...i just want it in my mouth! man....these pics are driving me crazy!

okay i just took a piss, so my boner went down for a little bit, but now i'm way horny again..god....why is jaejoong so sexy?!? i'd lick his body til my tongue got tired..omg..he's actually making me crazy. maybe i really should cum soon...before i do something crazy...

wed. 12/16/09 11:44am

i just spent the last hour looking at sexy pics of korean celebrities...without touching myself...im so horny right now...my dick won't go down...i think my newest obsession is jaejoong. i never realized how sexy he looked and that he apparantly always has a boner...mannnn i could take care of that for him....and his nipples are poking out of the leather...i'd lick those sexy armpits clean and kiss his beautiful face. omg...just being close to him would make me cum so hard...omggggggg there's so much precum on my boxers right now...i wanna cum SO BAD! GOD! it feels so good omg...i love it...i want to feel like this forever...i cant cum now..it'd be a waste cuz this feels so good....

its been 24 hours since i last came...it's amazing that i've held off for this long since i usually cum more than once every day...i dunno how much longer i can go. i am lying in bed in just my boxer briefs, but i have them rolled up like a thong. my dick is constantly going from hard to semi hard. i decided not to actually stroke myself until i was ready to cum in my face. unfortunately that's not gonna be for a while. i think im gonna keep this jack off journal because it really makes me horny...reading over these posts...im putting them online, but im hoping no one will actually read it...it's mostly for myself... ill try to write something everytime i touch myself...

anyway im still so horny...my roommate is sleeping, but i got so hard just walking around the room in just my tight briefs. omg i wish i could just cream myself right here........but i can't...it won't be as great as i want it to be...

just looking through these pics, these guys are so sexy. just imagining myself feeling their hard abs...while they're just in their boxers in bed...cuddling with them...feeling their dicks getting hard...mannn...they have no idea how much they turn me on...omggggggggg i have to stop if i wanna hold out for longer....how am i gonna sleep? im leaking precum everywhere...

these are from yesterday lol

tuesday 12/15/09 morning

why am i so horny all the time? i'm at the library right now and i keep getting a boner looking at the pics of cute boys that i have saved on this computer. the bodies are so hot. i wanna take of my pants here just to jack off...omg...i think im gonna have to go the bathroom to cum...i wanna cum right here, though...omgggggg someone just sat in the desk right behind me...i can't touch myself anymore...i cant open the pics of shirtless boys either...im gonna have to go back to my dorm...

evening

i moved my entire collection of boy pics to this comp now. i can look at them whenever now. it's been hours and i still haven't cummed yet. i'll try to wait as long as i can. i love feeling horny. im in the study room and looking through all the stuff i have saved up and it's making me so horny. i wish i could just strip off all my clothes in here and just jack off all night. i want all of these guys to come over here and just jack off and cum all over my face. i'd touch them all over and make them feel good. im gonna cum in my face next chance i get. i wanna feel warm cum all over my cheeks. omg all of these hard bodies looks so nice. i only wish i could see them in real life. i wish i still lived in a an apartment...then i'd be naked all the time. i'd be able to walk around with a huge tent in my boxers, imagining being in bed with cute boys that i see all around campus.

mannnnnnn how do some people have such sexy bodies. im leaking precum all over just looking at these pics.

this korean guy's bulge is so sexy. i bet he doesn't even know it's there. i wonder how big it'd get if he started to get a boner.

man...jaejoong with a boner...so hot. his body is so smooth and his pecs are so defined. his arms look so sexy. in addition to that, his face is so cute. aww no my roommate is back. im gonna have to go back to my room...at least i can hold off cumming for a little longer.

first post

not sure what this blog is gonna be...not sure who's gonna read it

i actually hope no one will read this...lol

okay that's a good first entry